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Name: Jen
Country: Canada
Metro: Windsor
Birthday: 8/24/1977
Gender: Female


Interests: MUSIC!! Love listening to music, at home or live. I love singing, whether it's in front of people, or by myself at home. Sports are an interest, and you can sometimes find me watching a game on TV. I'd love to go see an NHL game one of these days.
Occupation: Medical
Industry: Medical


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Member Since: 12/7/2005

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Monday, February 19, 2007

Dependency can be so frustrating!!!

Have you ever been so dependent on something, that when it stops working, you feel disconnected inside?  Sad to say, that dependency for me is the internet.  And mine has been down since last Wednesday.  Oh, and since I have digital internet AND phone, I haven't had a working phone since Wed either!  I only just realized last night, that my roommate's laptop works upstairs by picking up someone else's internet wirelessly.  haha  So right now, I'm writing to you on "borrowed" internet. 

How do we become so dependent on things like the internet?  My roommate and I were talking about how we've become such a society & generation of non face to face communication.  Sure, it makes it easy to keep in touch with people who live far away, but what about those who live very close to you?  This weekend I went to a Beth Moore conference, and she talked about friendship.  She commented on how truest friendship needs to be face to face.  Not necessarily all the time, but it is definitely a necessity.  So I'm challenging myself to be more consistent in my face to face relationships.

There's my thought for the day.  Have a great one!


Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Lately I've felt not as inclined to write stuff on the computer.  Just the other day, I finally emailed a friend back who had emailed me before Christmas!  My roommate and I were talking the other day about how bad it is when we let emails sit until we have "enough time" to sit down and write a proper email.  That day never really seems to come, so I've decided to try and devote one day a week to writing emails on a regular basis.

As far as updating my xanga, I guess there hasn't been too much exciting going on in my life.  I was sick this past weekend and basically camped out on my couch and watched far too much television.  I've had this cold that has lingered off & on since before Christmas.  I think I'd rather have the flu.  That way it's over and done with.

I've decided to turn my TV off for an entire month at home.  I'm looking forward to catching up on some reading and finding other ways to fill my time.  I'm sure it will be challenging, and I'll miss Grey's Anatomy, but I'll survive. 

Have a great week, everyone.  Take time to revel in God's love.


Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Interesting story...

Here's an article I read last night.  Thought I'd share it.
Jen

Snoopy
For 50 years, cartoonist Charles Schulz gave us pictures of ourselves wrapped in a smile.  One of the last trips I clipped from our Sunday paper showed Snoopy the Dog sitting on top of his doghouse with a typewriter, writing about his life.  He titled his story...
 
The Dog Who Never Did Anything
Snoopy remembers it this way, "You stay home now," they said, "and be a good dog."  So he stayed home and was a good dog.  Then he decided to be an even better dog.  So he barked at everyone who went by.  And he even chased the neighbours' cats.  "What's happened to you?" they said.  "You used to be such a good dog."  So he stopped chasing cats and barking, and everyone said, "You're a good dog."  The moral, as Snoopy typed it, is "Don't do anything and you'll be a good dog."
 
As I turned the smile around in my mind, I noticed a quirk of the English language.  Snoopy and God have something in common.  They are related not only by alphabet (dog and god), but by what "creatures in the middle" expect of them.  The idea intrigued me enough to try another version.
 
The God Who Never Did Anything
"You give me what I want now," they said, "and be a good God."  So He gave them what they wanted and He was a good God.  Then He decided to be an even better God.  He started knocking over the furniture of other gods, and He used pain to help people in ways they could not understand.  "What's happened to You?" they said.  "You used to be such a good God."  So He stopped knocking over the furniture of other gods, and He stopped using pain in ways that were beyond people's ability to understand.  And everyone said, "You're a good God."  The moral, as angels might see it, "Stop acting like God and people will think you're good."
 
The God We Want
Many of us imagine God as we want Him to be.  To our wishes we add expectation.  We expect Him to encourage us when we are afraid, to comfort us when we're hurt, to forgive us when we fail, and to give us what we think we need when we think we need it.
 
Yet, along the way, we keep stumbling into the awareness that the King of Heaven is more apt to come to us in His own style, time and mystery.  He is seldom as we imagine Him to be.  He is more like the God Who reveals Himself in the pages of His own history.  There He comes to us in the unexpected surprises of joy, in the unwanted nights of our misery, and in the solitary sound sof our own loneliness.  He comes to us in the unexpected joys of Adam, in the numbed grief of Eve, in the inconsolable tears of the childless Hannah, in the murderous anger of Moses, and in the madness of a powerful Nebuchadnezzar.
 
But me?  Until He responds, I'd rather have it my own way.  In the moments of my dissatisfaction, I don't want to have to wait for what I want.  I want it now.  Now. I'll pray.  I'll pay.  I'll bargain.  I'll crawl on my knees.  But I want God to prove that He is good - right now.
 
The God Who Has Been Good
Even in our "maturity", we can be like 2 & 3 yr olds, pulling at the pant leg of heaven.  Our Father isn't surprised.  He knows how to raise physical, emotional and spiritual toddlers.  He knows how to run with us in our youth, and how to walk with us at 74, 84, and 94.  And for those who go further, He is still there, hearing once again our whimpers in the night, and reaching down with the affection of an adoring mother who carefully lifts her children from their crib to herself.
 
No, He has not always been the kind of parent we wanted Him to be.  Yes, He has been good on His terms rather than on ours.  He has not answered our prayers in the way we asked.  Seldom has He allowed anything to play out according to our own expectations or childish demands.  Yet His determination to lead us in the paths of His own choosing is what has made Him so good.
 
The God Who Will Be Good
The promise of tomorrow comes with the wrinkled snapshots of yesterday.  Even though our memories are not as sharp as we'd like them to be, and even though the happy times are mixed with regret, our albums contain memories of a God Who keeps reminding us that He is better than our expectations.  He is better than our demands.  He is better than anything this life has to offer.
 
If He allowed a relationship to be lost, He stayed with us to remind us that we weren't made for one another as much as we were made for Him.  As our bodies give way to time, they become painful reminders that we were not made for these bodies.  We were made for the One Who said from the top of a thundering, burning mountain - to a people huddled in the middle of a life-threatening wilderness - "I am the Lord your God, Who brought you out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage.  You shall have no other gods before Me."
 
This is the God Who, because He is good, refuses to "stay home an do nothing."   "Father, thank You for the man named Charles Schulz who brought us elements of truth amid our smiles.  Thank You for being God on Your terms rather than ours.  May Your name be hallowed as we wait on You.  May Your kingdom be reflected in our patience.  May Your will be done in our disappointments."
 
--Mart DeHaan


Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Time for a new update!

Another year, another opportunity for God to display His greatness in our lives.  Here's to 2007 being the best year we've had yet!  And here's to allowing God to do bigger & greater things than we could even imagine!

Not much new to write about.  Life seems busier than usual lately.  I've been working lots, and it seems like all my days off are booked way ahead of time.  It's good being busy, but sometimes I just like to sit and chill out for a bit.  And watch a bunch of movies, like a mindless idiot.  Mindless idiot time is good every now & then.  :)

I've decided that this year, I'm not making New Year's "Resolutions", since I never usually keep them anyway.  I've decided to make monthly "goals".  That way, it's small steps to a bigger picture.  One of my goals is to be healthier, and I joined in with the Biggest Loser competition at work.  haha  Yes, I am going to be THE Biggest Loser (probably in more ways than just weight loss....lol).  The prizes are sweet and it's great motivation to get out and get my body in shape.  Last night I went to the gym at 1:30am and worked out for a little over an hour.  I think there were 3 of us in the gym.  haha 

A friend has been blogging about singleness and what it means to be a Christian single.  It has really got me thinking about my role in life right now.  I've come to the conclusion that for too long, I've been in a sort of "holding pattern", waiting for God to bring my future husband into my life, but not grasping every opportunity God has given me to serve Him and serve others.  This period in my life is a precious one, because I will never have the amount of time and energy to serve God like I have now.  How am I making use of every single free moment?  And what is separating me from the rest of the world as I lean on God for guidance and direction in my singleness?  Am I whining about my unanswered prayers, or am I thanking God that I have the freedom and availability to be used by Him completely?  It's a good challenge.  Hard, but good.


Sunday, December 31, 2006

Quick pic and a Happy New Year!!!

Here's my fav pic from Kenya.  Wanted to share it with all y'all.  And I needed to post it cuz I'm at work and this way I can access it from home.  haha  Hope everyone has a great New Year!  I'm at work, but that's ok.  We've got lots of good eats.  I'll be much fatter by morning.

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